The Error

As I accept my GREATEST mistake..
A toil of error tarnished so much within me..
A feeling of helpless hope of making it right as the ache caused inflicted so much within the other that bears no room for reconnection..
A reconnection that is barred by an  irresponsible act that was not conscious..

The reflection of my act and interactions of empathy is core as I bleed in shame...  
Shame that brings withdrawal as I shy away to recoup my inner being. ..

As I accept my GREATEST mistake..
My inner soul has grown to strength as I carry regret yet also have it all fade within the universe as it shall subside with time...

31 January 2014
20h49
LightHouse -Swakopmund

As TIME pass BY...

As time passes by

I look back
And wonder what my world has become
A world only I know is perfect to me
 
Yet the only thing I know is surrounded by the beauty of LOVE
As love is all I know
My space is perfumed with strawberries as the smell sooths my inner being
 
As time passes by
I realize that this perfect world,
Yes this perfect world I claim to live in that holds so much of me
 
And crowds me in so many ways
That all I see is a blurred view with clear images in my mind
This mind that at times fights with my little heart- as my little fist of a heart cries to be culminated with that warmth of just wanting to be.
 
I have come so far
I loved and experienced life
I have chosen to rise as the growth within does not stop me from forever feeling the joys and gratitude of life
 
The feeling not shying away from what passes by and what has passed by before
Those are the beauties of life as life has never done wrong unto me
I chose to live without the limits before me
I sit back and remember
 

As time passes by!!!

 

By: Linda RM Baumann

08 January 2015
16h03
Windhoek-North

 

We both Know

 

I knew
You knew
We both know

I see ...
We see
You saw

Why shy
What should
When it can't

Go away
Fade on
Blur me through

The clear thoughts
That I know
You know
We both knew

I am ME!!!

 

 

27/12/2014 - Wilde - 15h49