Twists

My body twists and turns.. my body heats up and cools down at the utter of your name..

Your interest in my inner soul no longer remain a priority
Privacy settings chain the essence of my heart...

Many times I look and see darkness but your light I refuse to follow- I refuse to give you reason to feel your light will warm me

Hit my head I will- once maybe even 3 times.
Lose my mind I might - but to wonder into your clueless dungeon I reject..

Out In the cold my heart I put away as to not freeze it to standstill
Gathering my thoughts on how best my life suits me
Guiding myself through storms and hurricane

I will bruise, I will bleed, I will fall sick but never will I break down..mediocre my vocabulary disowns- my cognitive suggests strength and self love- all of which I place neatly beside my heart.. watching it absorb and retain...

Yes I got pick up and tossed down  I got up and wiped the dust out my eyes... grey I see no more.. back and white coloured in and sharpened - I see clear, I plan to conquer this mountain I have climbed.. I plan to see it through

So that when I hear u speak I can jump with no safety net and know I will land on my feet- your life line I let go of and smile as u try and catch me... I will land on my feet I, will be unharmed - the umbilical cord cut- puppet strings ripped and harness untied.