Being Stalked and or Targeted... I am not sure how to translate this action of my experience TODAY. Yesterday whilst attending my son’s Debutant Dance upon returning to my car and getting ready to drive I realized the steering wheel feels heavy and the wheels moving heavier. I get out of the car and see that my right front wheel is flat- which was odd of cause. And upon seeking aid to just change the wheel, I realize that my left back wheel is also flat. In that moment we had to leave the car right there as there was only one spare wheel and not to mention it was late, so we returned home.
Today when the wheels were inspected we realized that the car's wheels were stabbed with a knife which basically means this particular individual(s) had the time to walk from the front right wheel to the left back wheel unless otherwise done… Now that was a meditated action as there were so many cars parked all over the church hall but my car was the target.
This evening whilst getting some items from the shop, I drove off from the shopping centre and as all drivers do – keeping my eyes on the mirrors. Whilst driving I notice this white corolla with tinted windows- no number plate that was driving behind me since I left the shopping centre, then it got closer to my car. The next moment, this car was driving so close that I had to drive towards the edge of the lane as they literally tried getting me off the road.
In that moment I panicked but tried to keep calm. I held on to my steering wheel to keep on the road and just decided there is no way I am pulling off or being pushed off the road to crash into something, I kept straight on the road however I reacted by threatening to push back with my wheel which at least got the other car to move away a little - that didn't stop them however, so I hooted and drove off.
Sitting here, reflecting on it – makes me realise that this is no different from what I was experiencing during 2015-2016 when I used to be stalked or tracked by different vehicles which always had tinted windows, I remember always experiencing two particular cars that always drove behind me, I remember how I returned to my car one day and found a line drawn into the body paint from one door to the other and a message written “fokken moffie- jou bek", I remember my phone giving signs of being tapped, I remember so much that I ask myself WTF and WHY!!! My oblivious reaction to this experience is calling me to finally be more assertive. I do not want to label why however I wish to understand why this has been happening...
Linda RM Baumann
10 April 2018
19h59
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