Monday, June 3, 2013

Wave Length


The sensation in my body 
Twisted in different forms 

Forms that sheds the wave length 
That wave length that reflects the reality we endure 

Those realities that you and I face 
The living within the discourse of life 

The discourse so segmented that it affects only you and I 

But what about the others ????
Who are those others ?

Stop!
Can you hear that.... !!!

No.. No.. can you hear the echo yet fused in silence

That silence that we present in order to understand what the system expects of me 
Or is it the realities that inequalities are experienced by those who claim power over....

POWER OVER ???

Why ... Oh Why...????

That power ... The power that shapes yet breaks the POWER WITHIN me as the person
The person that longs to be free within and out there

The sensation in my body 
Twisted in different forms 

Forms that sheds the wave length 
That wave length that reflects the reality we endure 

Those realities that you and I face 

The living within the discourse of life 
The discourse so segmented that it affects only you and I 

Friday, May 10, 2013

Flaws


The composition of oneself, the environment and the situation are interconnected
So much that it influences our actions
Those actions that infringes upon others

The violation of not being frank about what one feels inside
The hold that confuses many besides ones inner decisions to overcome
The flow of affection filled with flaws that are difficult to remedy

Oh what a frame of life that holds one due to journey’s experienced before whiles a bright future has arise
A future one knows entails lots of joy and happiness 
Segmented by the crossroads just because of what is seen and perceived to be as is.

My flaws – those flaws are my flaws
The tie of many fears
The risk of uncertainty and gross violation of doing injustice to our hearts
Those hearts that feels big but at times shrinks
All fazed by the amount of pain

A pain that one tries to avoid however paved by many associated lines of ache
The ache of growth clustered in order to remedy the pain, fears and risks

Why – why …

The echo of your voice and actions is all that drives me
My affection and enclosement shy’s away the flow of our reality




Tuesday, May 7, 2013

That Woman


What is it to be a woman?
Is it to be able to cook, clean?
Do all household shores

Once you start
Expressing yourself
In different ways
You are questioned

Questioned upon
The type interest one has
What type of interest am I talking about?
Interest such as loving women
Irrespective of what the affection it is

What is this affection?

Disclosing!

I am a lesbian
They start giving me lectures
I  told myself

There is no way I allow
People make me do things I do not
Feel comfortable in it

I am who I am
I am a woman
A woman who loves other
Physically, mentally, emotionally and sexually

She was


She’s the one
She was the one I was last with
She was the one I once loved
Cared for and wanted to be with

She always told me
“I love you”
And silently her voice faded

And at the end
She threw away
All our dreams and future plans
She left without saying goodbye

Oh what a fool I was
Being blinded by so called love

She was 
She will always be 

****

Monday, May 6, 2013

The feeling

The heart beat
The beat that heats ones heart
The stimulant that warms up the body mind and soul

The search of wanting to understand the warmth thus fuelled by the desire of wanting to have
A have that wants and signals as a need 

A need to complete the feeling 
The feeling that imprisons me from wanting to feel complete 
Complete in the sense that I know and understand the narration of my life 

Oh The beat that heats ones heart
The stimulant that warms up the body mind and soul
The search of wanting to understand the warmth thus fuelled by the desire of wanting to have

The Beat

The surrounding of one 
Filled with so much
Driven by many 
Filtering through the mixture of happening

Mastering the mode of survival 
Moving by the day with the growth of hope 
The hope that defeats the fears 
Those fears and concessions of ones life 
Manifested by ones heart beat

The beat that reminds one of the existence of sound 
The sound that vibrates and connects us to who we are the

The roots of unity
The unity of those sounds that vibrates away the meaning of pain and hurt 
The pain that disappears as its owned by the beat, the sound and the surroundings of the echo

The Struggle


The struggle
The liberation
The liberty attached to oppression

The Struggle
The liberation
Colonialism and its boxes
Those corners known to their satisfaction
The exclusion of those not
Fitting in the box

The Struggle
The liberation
The ray of sunlight
That hits the box

The exploitation and realization of solidiers outside the box
Lenses the struggle
Graphed the liberation
Build the web
A web that coils
The struggle
Freedom to consciousness

By: Linda Baumann

The Drive




The journey
The drive
The stimulant

A mixture of emotions
A cocktail of actions
A rainbow of reactions

The journey
The drive
The stimulant

A waiver of right of wrong
A scale of liberations and struggle
A race of getting there and not making it

The journey
The drive
The stimulant

The long to fly, excel, achieve and be conscience
 The interaction seen as force the aim of realization

Oh the journey
That drive
The stimulant

Full injection of the mind
The unpacking and realization of the division
The unspoken split

The segregation of human ideology
Indoctrinated and enacted through socialization

By: Linda Baumann
20/04/2008
09h20
In church

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